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[29 Jan 2005|09:14pm] |
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so this weekend totally sucked... all i did was lay in bed... well... there was a lot of puking involved too... lol... it sucked horribly... but hopefully i will b able to go to church in the am 2morrow..
right now im jus dl the Lil Wyte cd for Josh... omg!... Friday me and him skipped 1st and 2nd hour... and we had soo much fun jus sittin in Veronicas drive way cuz she wouldnt come outside... it was soo funnie... i had a reallie good time and i miss hanging out with him... and next year he is goin to the Marines... its gonna suck... i will miss him a lot...
i guess thats all... i didnt do ne thing cool to talk about his weekend... and im sick... so yea... thats all... lol... lata...
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
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[23 Jan 2005|07:18pm] |
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last night was pretty fun... cammie stayed the night... we fell asleep early.. then got up early and went to church... that was soo much fun... im soo glad that she came with me... then we went to Panera bread after... and it was oh soo good... then we went back to my grandmas picked up my car... then i took her home... then I went back to my grandams... then me n matt and amber went to abes basketball games... they won both games... and then i went back to my grandmas to pick up my car... then i came home... and now here i am... but oh my dad started yelling at me cuz i couldnt hear what he was sayin so i said what dad... and he goes yea get an attitude and i was jus like omg this is no reason for u to start freakin out over... and it was jus soo weird.. i mean he got reallie mad... it was very confusing as to y he was soo mad... but oh well... i dont like him... im over it...
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[22 Jan 2005|02:19pm] |
Your Dominant Intelligence is Bodily-Kinesthetic Intelligence |
You are naturally athletic and coordinated, good at making your mind and body work together.
Sports are fun and easy for you, especially those requiring good hand - eye coordination.
There's also a good chance you're a great dancer, or good at expressing yourself through body language.
You learn best by doing, and you feel like you've always got to be moving (even if it's just your hands).
You would make a good athlete, physical education teaches, dancer, actor, firefighter, or artisan.
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[22 Jan 2005|02:01pm] |
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so... yesterday me n Andy were supposed to go ice skating... but that never happened... im soo mad... he didnt even bother to call... and then at like 11 Bryan calls me and is like well i'll call ya after i pick up Andy so we can hang out... and i was like i reallie dont wanna hang out with Andy right now.. and he says y??... and then i was like well we were supposed to go ice skating but he never called me or ne thing and i reallie wanted him to come with me... and Bryan was like y did he do that... i was like i dont kno... and then Bryan goes... well i dont kno what is wrong with that guy... seriously... dont worrie bout it i will talk to him... and i was jus like Bryan thats not y i told u i jus told u cuz u asked and he probably wont care ne way... so dont worrie bout it... and Bryan goes... no im gonna say something cuz u dont deserve to b treated like that... i kno that hes been puttin u on a roller coaster u never kno what hes gonna do and its not fair... so im gonna say something... then i was jus like awwe Bryan i luv u soo much hunnie... and he goes i luv u too sweetie... so then at 12:30 Andy calls me and i was soo tired and i dont even remember what was said or ne thing.... but im pretty sure i didnt tell him that i was mad cuz i was sleepin... lol... but i dont kno if im reallie mad... i think im jus let down... cuz i was soo excited to go ice skating with him... and thats all i was thinkin about all day... and i was in such a good mood... but then the big let down came... so i dont kno if im reallie mad or not...
but on a better note... ice skating was still a lot of fun... i went with our youth group from church... i got to skate with hot Matt... and cute Joey... and Johnny from Airport he was there with some other ppl... but he was makin fun of me cuz i never ice skated b4 and i wasnt doin all that good... but not all that bad.. but it was funnie... OH! and i saw Autsin from school... it was reallie cool... i havent seen him since we were all at Ashleys graduation party... he was there to ref a hockey game... i was glad i got to see him...
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[20 Jan 2005|11:59pm] |
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Usher,Luda,Lil Jon & The Eastside Boyz//Lovers and Friends |
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so i guess Andys not mad at me.. which makes me soo happie... u cant even understand... lol... and we are goin ice skating tomrrow and then goin out to get coffee... so it shall be fun... haha... i said shall... ne way... whats been goin on with me... well... i still feel like i suck at life.. but things are slowly progressing in a positive way... ummm... exams this week sucked... actually all mine were relatively easy except for todays... i had AP Calculus and Law... yea... it was kinda hard... but oh well... im gettin outta AP Calc.. so its all good.... after school i went to Cammies school... jus tryin to find her cuz i was gonna hang out with her for the rest of her school day... it was good times... then after school ended for cammie i went home and cleaned... and got yelled at... and cleaned some more... then i left at 8:30 to go get some subway... and got yelled at for that... but oh man did i enjoy that sub... haha... but thats about it... nothin else is reallie worth talkin about...
You're the ink to my paper
Where my pen is to my pad
The moral, the very fiber
The whole substance to my rap.
You are my reason for being
The meaning of my existence
If it wasn't for you
I would never be able to spit this
As intence I do and the irony
Is you rely on me as much
as I rely on you to inspire me like you do.
You provide me the lighter fluid to fuel my fire
You're my entire supply
Gas, the match, the igniter.
The only way that I am able to stay so stable
Is you're the legs to my table
If you were to break I'd fall on my face.
But I'm always going to make you feel
I don't need you as much as I really need you
So you don't use it to your advantage.
But you're essential to me
You're the air I breathe
I believe if you ever leave me
I'd probably have no reason to be.
You are the Kim to my Marshall
You're the Slim to my Shady
The Dre to my Eminem
The Elaina to my Hailey.
You are the word I am looking for when
I'm trying to describe how I feel inside
And the right one just won't come to my mind.
You're like the pillar that props me up
The beam that supports me
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[16 Jan 2005|10:18pm] |
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FIRSTS
First best friend: Cameron Lott
First memory of something: I dont kno...
First Job: Babysittin//Country Pantry
First screen name: xXWhitehouse05Xx
First self purchased album: probably NSYNC or somethin gay like that...
First funeral: My Grandpa Roberts... RIP
First pet: Taz
First piercing/tattoo: my ears
First credit card: not yet
First true love: not sure if ive been in love yet...
First enemy: my brother...
First concert: TLC... yea i was cool in 6th grade...
LASTS
Last big car ride: Family reunion down south...
Last good cry: couple hours ago
Last library book: 1984 by George Orwell
Last movie seen: Thirteen
Last beverage drank: oj
Last food consumed: banana
Last phone call: bout 1/2 a hour ago w/daneen
Last TV show watched: Summerland Beginnings... Jesse McCartney... hells yea...
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: pink adidas
Last CD played: Atreyu//The Curse
Last ice cream eaten: Phish Food at Cammies like 3 weeks ago...
Last shirt worn: Riverview Hoodie
-- Name: Alycia
-- Birthday: 2/4/87
-- Current Location: my house...
-- Hair Color: brown and blonde and black
-- Height: 5'7
-- Righty or Lefty: right
LAYER TWO:
-- The shoes you wore today: strappy heels with diamonds... and then my pink adidas
-- Your weakness: boys named andy
-- Your perfect pizza: pepperoni and cheese
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Go to and finish college...
LAYER THREE:
-- Your most over used phrase on MSN/AIM: lol
-- Your thoughts first waking: on sundays its: YAY! time to go to church... weekdays: its to early to go to school
-- Your bedtime: whenever i feel like sleeping...
-- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
-- Lipton Ice Tea or nestea: Nestea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
LAYER FOUR:
-- Smoke: nope
-- Cuss: yepp
-- Sing: yepp... even tho i suck at it...
-- Take a shower everyday: yepp
-- Do you think you've been in love: not sure
-- Want to go to college: of course
Layer Five:
-- Liked high school: a little
-- Want to get married: eventually
-- Believe in yourself: yupp
-- Get motion sickness: nope
-- Think you're a health freak: nope
-- Get along with your parent(s): sometimes
-- Like thunderstorms: no they are scary...
-- Play an instrument: yepp... trumpet... yea its gay...
LAYER SIX: In the 6 past months, have you...
-- Drank alcohol: nope
-- Smoked: nope
-- Done a drug: nope
-- Had Sex: nope
-- Gone to the mall: yepp
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nope
-- Eaten sushi: nope
-- Been on stage: yes
-- Gone skating: yupp
-- Made homemade cookies: nope
-- Gone skinny dipping: nope
-- Dyed your hair: yepp
-- Stolen anything: nope
LAYER SEVEN: Have you ever:
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: nope
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope
-- Been caught "doing something": nope
-- Been called a tease: nope
-- Shop Lifted: nope
-- Changed who you were to fit in: yupp
LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: at least 26
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 1 boy... Braiden Michael... 1 girl... Amber Jade
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: at a beautiful church... in a long big pink and white dress... bridesmaids in light pink pastels... white and pink roses everywhere... all my friends... most of my family... clif, matt, gary, and uncle gary have to b there... and my daddy there to walk me down the isle... ahh... perfect...
-- Where you want to go to college: eastern
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: teacher
-- What country would you most like to visit: Mexico or Australia
LAYER NINE:
In a guy:
-- Best eye color?: dark dark brown
-- Best hair color?: brown hair with or without highlights or black hair
-- Short or long hair?: depends
-- Height: TALL!!! over 6 foot
-- Best weight: just not huge or bean pole
-- Best articles of clothing: preppy//punk//rocker... jus not lookin like a freak... lol...
LAYER TEN:
-- # of people I could trust with my life: i have a trust issue... i think everyone will hurt me and i cant trust them...
-- # of CDs that I own: a lot
-- # of piercings: 3... soon to b 5... my tongue and another hole in my ear is comin soon...
-- # of tattoos: dont have ne... yet...
-- # of scars on my body: a lot... i have played softball since i was 5... enuff said...
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| jus some stuff |
[12 Jan 2005|03:25pm] |
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| ALYCIA |
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is for |
Articulate |
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is for |
Likeable |
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Young |
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Courageous |
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You Are 19 Years Old |
19
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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Milkshake by Kelis |
"My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
And they're like, it's better than yours
Damn right it's better than yours
I could teach you
But I have to charge"
You can work it! And you started a new trend or two in 2004!
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[12 Jan 2005|03:15pm] |
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so i absolutely love it how my mom tells me that im worthless and that i bring no pride to our family... all because i got fired from my job... which is soo gay cuz i was onli makin 4.50 an hour under the table.. it wasnt even a real job... and the onli reason i was onli makin 4.50 an hour was because i am a girl and they didnt like me... and then theres my dad who yells at me for nothing cuz he is a pot head and has nothin better to do... i mean for real... the other day he yelled at me cuz i was talkin to Andy on the phone and he is 21 and my dad said that since he is a grown man he shouldnt talk to me.. ok dad... hes onli 21 and i have known him since i was a freshman... we're friends...i jus dont understand... and then Adams funeral was on monday and that was the day my mom told me i was worthless.. and the day my dad yelled at me... and the day i started my period.. so needless to say all i did was cry that day... there is soo much shit goin on in my life this week and i hate it...
R.I.P "GOOCH" 1.5.05
It's kinda hard with you not around
Know you in heaven smilin down
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
ADAM you will always b loved and missed...
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[03 Jan 2005|10:37pm] |
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im soo stupid... lol... i cant even tell Andy that hes bein dumb and that i reallie like him... fer real... i jus got off the phone with him.. and the plan was to tell him that i wanna b with him... and i jus couldnt say it.... y am i such a retard?!?!?!.... GOD... FREAKIN IDIOT!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
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[02 Jan 2005|10:33pm] |
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i jus dont kno what to do... i finally get an awesome guy to like me... and tell me that he wants to b with me... but then hes to busy to b in a relationship right now... i serisouly dont understand... y the hell would u tell a girl that u like her.. but ur too busy right now... it doesnt make ne sense... and i seriously hate feeling like this... i feel so hurt inside... but yet i shouldnt cuz its not like we were dating and he left me.. or any other big deal happened... he told me he liked me... but then then the next day said he was too busy to b with me... so i probably shouldnt b hurting the way i am... but i cant help it... i kno im wrong for not wanting to go on with my life... like he said... i should jus do whatever i feel like til he feels like hes readie and he has all his shit straightened out... but i jus cant... and i kno i should.. and i hate being wrong... but even more than i hate being wrong... i hate how this whole situation makes me feel... i hate how i feel like i have a great sweet guy right by my me i cant reach out and touch him... that i cant hold him like he did me... but most of all i hate the fact that he doesnt seem to want to b with me after everything he said... i hate it... i hate it... i hate it... but i cant change it... and all i can do is wait... at least until it hurts so bad i die inside...
Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I say would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you
Like a river flows
To the sea
So it goes
Some things are meant to be
Some things are meant to be
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[31 Dec 2004|12:03am] |
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ok... so boys are def confusing... how can a guy say they like then do nothing about it... seriously... i jus dont get it... AHHH... oh well... i guess all i can do is wait... and i will do jus that cuz he is worth it... no matter how long i have to wait... but oh well...
so Christmas was cool... i got a digital camera so im happy... lol... but umm.. other than that nothin has been new... and nothin all that cool to write about... so im outie!... haha... i jus wanted to say outie... lol.... bye babes!
extremeeeee ping-pong... lol... good times!
Me n Matt on Christmas day... we are soo cute!!... lol...
You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
<andy.my.baby3
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[28 Nov 2004|07:16pm] |
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so i got a new lj... and this is it... and yea... well... saturday i stood in the rain for like 6 hours for my Senior Project so that i can graduate... and i guess it was aight... i mean we had some fun times.. but we had soem boring and cold times... so yea... it wasnt the best day in the world but oh well... that night was fun... haha.. yea if u were there u kno what im talkin about!!.... i dont reallie have ne thing to say... so i will update again later... bye babez!!
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